What’s new…..?
Having not updated this blog for a few months I’ve decided it’s time to come back. So things are very different to how they used to be back in January, I’ve moved house, currently 36weeks pregnant, just started maternity leave and completed my three year uni degree – not bad in just a 9 month period!
Pregnancy… Guess I better talk briefly about… It’s not been easy to say the least but could of been worse. The first three months are morning sickness, nausea, dehydration along with excitement and general 24/7 baby talk.
The second three months are a little harder, had a mid-wife go AWOL, the mood swings get worse (don’t think moving helped though), get pains everywhere – hips were the worse. However the scans just about make it worth it and it’s relief to know everything is ok in there.
The third trimester seems to be worse… mood swings are totally unpredictable, pins and needles everyday and nose bleeds – just aren’t attractive. You can’t bend down much anymore, which just becomes an inconvenience to be honest as you have to rely on your partner for help with things.
Tiredness just seems to be part of every trimester – I must of blinked and missed the sudden boost of energy I was meant to get in the second trimester! Feeling the baby kick is the best part of the pregnancy as it lets you know they are well and moving round – so you never mind being woken up in the night by a kick 
Xx
Add a comment September 16, 2011
Tags: baby kicks, baby scans, baby's, mid-wife's, morning sickness, Pregnancy, trimesters
CHANNEL 5 KILLS BIG BROTHER
Channel 5 brought big brother and promised to revamp and bring it back to it’s best …. In my opinion it has blatently ruined it! Brain Dowling was a great housemate but a lacking host. The celebrity version of the show was quite frankly unwatchable thanks to Kerry Katona – maybe she should go back to what she is good at – being a bad mum, that shoots up on heroine all day!
Whilst we all discovered that Amy Childs it’s a dumb, apparently ‘sexy’ women – who is just realllllllllllllllly annoying in every way possible. Even Jeward couldn’t save the series… In fact I would go as far to say I felt sorry for them being in a house with such bores! They are fun loving and entertaining boys such a shame they didn’t have better company!
The new normal series is just as boring and un-fulfilling as the celebrity version now that Pamela Anderson has left the house. The question I want to know is why she had a private suite? Yes she is a celebrity but she was on a reality show, she should of been exposed all day – not just be allowed to hide away for hours on her own!
However things are looking up now that Tashie is about to get the boot! I have some advise for her…. Get a personality, ditch the 10 inch make up and get a proper name! Xx
Add a comment September 16, 2011
Tags: Amy child, big brother, big brother eviction, brain Dowling, channel 5, Kerry Katona, Pamela Anderson, reality show, tashie
It’s about finding something you believe in ….
<3 Everybody at some point within their life time doubts themselves, their ablities and possibly their whole existence. The question is how do we cope and get over this self doubt. The answer is we seek and search for something to believe in, to pin our hopes on and to self indulge in. For many that is religion, finding answers to life’s problems, having a god and rules to abide to makes them feel compelete. For other’s it’s love… finding someone to share your life with is a necessary aspect of life you feel you just need to accomplish. Others might find it within a sucessful career and perhaps even money. It’s not important what you believe in… what is important is that you find something or even someone to believe in. For writers like myself I think we have to belive in our writing and our own ablities… however we wouldn’t have inspriation if it wasn’t for the other important things within our’s and everyones life’s. So stay true to what you believe in… despite people’s negative comments <3
Add a comment January 17, 2011
Tags: believe, inspiration, love, religion, writers, writing
First post of 2011! ….. :-D
so its 7 days into the new year…. anything to report well spent the first day hangover… like many people i reckon 
but was worth it! won a grand on a scratch card… go me! but other than that it’s been pretty much the same as 2010. Although im being postive… this year is about postivity. So it back to the uni work and the dull shop work… also i have to include the fact that i hate all the really annoying customers… if you dont like the service – i suggest you piss off and shop somewhere else!!! Like stop wasting my time
So over christmas and new year i havent seen many films but have been keeping an eye on whats been on television. My opinion is that most of this crap on tele is giving screenwriters a bad name quite frankly. It’s just bad writing after bad writing and like hundreds of repeats… ok they are classics but surely we can came up with some new modern classic’s in amongst them occasionally cant we?!
However the christmas episode of The royle family was a highlight… a show that never fails to deliever quality writing, comedy and acting! The new comedy from Matt Lucas and David Walliams, Come fly with me - was entertaining too and just abbout saved the christmas schedule from total devastation. The soaps were the usual let down …. the whole Stacey, Ryan and Janine storyline… believable? I think NOT! and dont even get me started on the swapping baby storyline with Ronnie and Kat at the moment. Totally insensitive and diffucult to watch! Although Jesse Wallace and Shane Richie deserve congratulations on their great preformance of Kat and Alfie during this storyline. All i can say is the soaps can only get better. Lets hope 2011 christmas tv schedule is an improvement of this years lame attempt at entertainment… however I fear it will just be the same shit just a different year.
Add a comment January 8, 2011
Tags: 2011, come fly with me, customers, david walliams, eastenders, janine butcher, jesse wallace, kat and alfie, matt lucas, screenwriters, shane richie, soaps, stacey slater, television shows, the royle family, tv
The latest…..
So whats new, the same job and the same degree… The 6th of may can’t come soon enough, END OF UNI The major script is going well at the moment as thats a plus. However I’m very excited about the new harry potter film, Rupert Grint…. yum ( yes he not everyones taste haha ). I just hope the film lives up to and exceeds expectations. 
On to more serious topics though. The student protest the other day which was classed as “volient” and “out of hand” by David Cameron etc, however it was necessary and needed to happen. The new tution fee’s are over priced and will have a negative effect on the education of the next generation. The point that needs to be pointed out is that just because a few students Hi-jacked the protest and created a scence of abuse and voilence, the other 49,000 students were well behaved and calm, but the media seemed to forgot that!!!! However, its no wonder the students were fucked off in the first place… considering we were lied to Lib dem leader Nick Clegg… A party dedicated to keeping tution fees at the same price and aims included looking after students…. Well they turned out to be a two faced party that have well and truely lost the support of students!
But at least the country got one bit of good news this week… Prince Harry to marry Kate Middleton next year… I think them on the thrown in a few years time will be alot better then Prince Charles is ever going to be.
2 comments November 16, 2010
Tags: david cameron, harry potter, Kate middleton, prince charles, Prince harry, rupert grint, student protest, tution fees
<3 love never has or will exist <3
ok, so like i’ve mentioned in previous posts… i’m of the opinion that love just simply doesnt exist. Its a pessemestic view about relationships i agree, however is a realistic evaluation and will a opinion that will never lead me to dissapointment. “I love you” is a pharse over used and has probably lost its meaning within many couples because they are contiunally told to take the whole love you thing to an over the top level. Love is a word…. possibly a feeling, but 99% sure its not …. even if it is really, love will never be forever xx
Add a comment November 16, 2010
Tags: couples, i love you, love, relationships
Take Tiger wood’s to the cleaners Elin!
So its been all over the papers this week, Tiger Woods divorce is offical. The only thing left to settle is the amount that Elin Nordegren will recieve, its expected she will get half of Tigers £600 million fortune. The question everyone has been debating is whether she deserves his money. My opinion is YES, YES, YES! Of course she does, the poor women has been publicly humilated in front of nation, so has earned every penny she gets. Elin should fight for the biggest amount she can, the fact is Tiger Woods has to pay for every time he cheated! I feel no sympathy for Tiger Woods, he claimed he was a family man, even in fact he has ended up destroying his family causing pain to not only his now ex wife but his children. The fact he earned all this money on his own doesnt matter, she was one holding his family together and looking after him. Hopefully this will teach him to think before he uses his dick in future!!!
Add a comment August 27, 2010
Tags: elin nordegren, tiger woods, tiger woods cheating, tiger woods divorce settlement, tiger woods marriage
Big brother… just a big bother?
The last big brother is still on air… do people really care? Myself, self confessed big brother addict has been well and truely let down by the this years series. As its the final series I expected DRAMA, EXCITMENT and ENTERTAINMENT, but instead the public has been subjected to boredom. Dull tasks such as running around as horses and acting as characters from the muscial “Oliver”, these quite fankily fail to hit the mark. Big brother has totally lost it watchable factor. Where are the arguments, fights and OTT drama we all love the show for? The series ended when Shabby left, she was the only one worth watching. The other housemates have no appeal what so ever and lack having even one personality bewteen them….. so big brother basically equals *yawn*
1 comment August 12, 2010
Tags: big brother, big brother 2010, bore, channel 4, shabby, tasks, tv shows
shrek forever after
This film left me with one question : what was the point of this film?! The only answer I can think of is to make money…
The plot didnt move their story on any further, it just told us the audience what cld of happened if Shrek never saved Fiona. I went to see the film because I loved the first three films and naturally I thought i’d like the fourth. However part of me wishes I hadn’t bothered, calling this film a let down would be a understatment to be honest. Seriously couldnt the writers just leave Shrek alone if they couldnt come up with a worthy script. Ok, they had basically gone as far as they could in the first three films, but did they really have the lame what could of happened situation???
As for the new characters, Rumplestiltskin – Most film villians are the type you love to hate, I just hated him no love invovled. Possibly the most annoying aminated character ever! The dreadful witches – sorry but no they weren’t a welcome addiction to the film for the characters or the audience. Thank god it gets a happy ending though.. I was just happy at the end becuase they had finished ruining the final shrek film. They even made puss in boots fat… Whhhyyyyyyyy???
The film just equaled failure! The plot had NO dierction, The film had NO point in existing and the new charcters had NO spark about them. I recommend sticking with just the first three – ditch the fourth…
Add a comment July 12, 2010
Tags: 2010 films, shrek, shrek forever after
love is over-rated, I’d rather have lust :-D
So my topic is love… New love, old love, love at first sight, love that takes time to grow, love for people,objects and pets. Love is big and broad. Love is….? Well do you have the answer because I don’t.
Love is a development of lust, but why not just enjoy the lust of a new relationship or new purchase. I’m confused over why people are so quick to declare their love for everything, You can’t love someone after one day sorry its just not possible. Love takes time… Time that I just not think I want to give right now. Call me harsh, Call me Bitch but I want lust not love! Love dies.. lust just gets re-invented!
Now love for your child is different but I wouldn’t no and dont wish to find out. Love is scary.. When you love someone that is the time your at risk of getting hurt.. Now a friend of mine has just got Engaged – she found her soulmate but not everyone has one of them. I wouldnt run the risk of finding out that they aren’t, Because by that time people have kids and commitments. The solution don’t love.. stay in the lust phase <3
Add a comment July 1, 2010
